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9 Apr

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Moving.

9 Apr

It’s been awhile since my last post but I’m feeling stressed. And what do I do when I’m feeling overwhelmed? I write about it.

Geez… where to start though… Well. I’m moving this week. Yep. After nearly 20 years of being in the same suburb and living around the same people; I’m moving about a 15 minute drive away. It’ll take me an extra 20 minutes to get to university and I won’t be so close to the asian goodness that is Springvale anymore but it’s a quieter neighbourhood and I’ll finally be only sharing my bathroom with my sister… who I’m hoping will finally leave things where they belong and not take them into her room (I’ve gone through at least 5 pairs of tweezers!). However… it also means that I’ll need to downsize the amount of stuff I have. Right now my room is 5mx3m and I’ll be moving into a 2.5x2m room… which is a big downgrade. It means that I’ll have to somehow halve my clothing which should be easy as I always wear the same sort of stuff. But it’s not. I keep making excuses like “I’ll eventually want to wear this but if I throw it away, i’ll have to buy it again”. It doesn’t help it that my parents are telling me the same thing either. “Keep it, you’ll need it”. I might want it again some day, but at the same time my new closet space is only half of what i currently have so I have to throw things away and I don’t know how to do that. Tips please? or maybe just be the wise person by my side who doesn’t let me weaken my resolve? Aside from moving, there’s my confusion about my identity.

If you know me then you also know that I’m pretty much accepting of who I am and I’m not afraid to be me. Forget social cues and polite conversation, I can’t do either and I’ll talk your head off about the best dick size or I’ll be praising self-love. I knew who I was but now, I’m not so sure. I’m feeling lost and really confused about myself at the moment. If I thought you could handle it, I would’ve told you about this because this isn’t something that most people understand. In fact, I’d say that most people reject this. If that doesn’t give you a clue as to what I’m confused about then… well. let’s just say that if there were still witch hunts, I’d be on the top of the list.

It’s not exactly about my sexuality (bi/pansexual in case you were wondering) but it’s something else. it’s something else that is crucial to my identity. And I would love to be honest about it but I feel that if I did, there would be so much judgement left at my door. If I’m already not judged enough for who I am, then this would make it worse. This is worse than the confusion I was going through when I was coming out of the metaphorical closet. It’s stressful hiding who I am but at the same time, it’s stressful being who I am. I don’t want to be thinking about this new quality that I know about myself or at least think I know. If I didn’t already think I wasn’t a decent enough human being, then this will make it worse.

Sigh. Well there it is. That is me right now, sharing what I can to the world.

Ninja Love: Munenori Yagyu Walkthrough

13 Jan

Munenori is the most mysterious guy out of the men. He’s cruel and cold but you’ll find him to be loving in the end. He’s probably the most beautiful and sexy.

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  • Job: Yagyu
  • Weapon: Sword
  • Height: 182cm
NOTE: The leader of the Yagyu family, he’s famous as a tactician as well as a swordsman, making both a good warrior and good scholar. His actions are in the name of his family, and he is always rational. Few people know of his true feelings. The Yagyu family is known for it’s swordsmanship, but it seems some of them move around in the shadows just as much as ninjas do.
In order to get the happy ending, these will be your choices.
A: Thank him.
EVENT PICTURE #1
B: Wha, what?!
C: Don’t touch me!
B: That’s cute!
EVENT PICTURE #2
A: Speak up.
C: You poor thing.
A: …Yes.
B: Not true.
C: Shake head.
EVENT PICTURE #3
B: It feels strange.
C: Keep talking!
A: …I don’t know.
A: …I’m scared.
C: You did right!
EVENT PICTURE #4
C: Your thoughts.
B: You liar!
A: Yes.
C: Take off my…?!
B: I’m sorry…
A: I’m shaking…
C: Does it hurt?
A: Don’t tell me!
B: We part tonight?
A: The code?
B: …Okay.
EVENT PICTURE #5
C: Don’t die…
These are your CGs
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You will also get 7 letters from Munenori in your mailbox.
1. If you want me to protect you…
2. Cross me again…
3. Don’t slack off
4. Good job today
5. What’s wrong with you?
6. How’ve you been?
7. Sorry
SIDE STORY ANSWERS
Sweet Ceremony: 
Our wedding is getting near, nevertheless, they start talking about Munenori taking concubine. It’s Yagyu custom to marry few women to generate sufficient offspring. For the good of Yagyu clan I know I have to accept this but…
A:  Why would I be? (Normal ending)
B: Are you jealous? (Happy ending)
Temptation Love: 
You and Munenori come see a sword tournament. “If I win, come marry me.” Musashi’s offer surprises you. You’re already married to Munenori!
A: I’m already married (Happy Ending)
B: A- Alright. (Normal Ending)
First Anniversary:
He’s forgotten your wedding anniversary. “You can do whatever you want” He offers as an apology. You ask him…!
A: Okay (Normal Ending)
B: Not yet (Happy Ending)

Ninja Love: Musashi Miyamoto Walkthrough

2 Nov

Musashi is on the quest to prove his power and worth and he doesn’t care if he dies in pursuit. Musashi is my absolute favourite. His story is sweet and he’s probably my ideal guy.

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  • Job: Ronin
  • Weapon: Two swords
  • Height: 187cm
NOTE: This master swordsman is known for fighting with 2 blades at a time. He doesn’t belong to any clan or region and his sole purpose is to find strong fighters. He has no interest in anything but swords, and it is said he doesn’t even think about anything else. Apparently, he’s pretty cute when he’s not carrying his swords, but once he grabs his blades, he becomes a merciless warrior. What will his quest for power lead to?
In order to get the happy ending, these will be your choices.
C: …
EVENT PICTURE #1
A: Why do this?
B: Fight back.
B: I was relieved.
A: I am pitiful.
C: It’s okay.
A: I was desperate.
EVENT PICTURE #2
B: Again?
C: Laugh.
A: You aren’t alone now.
B: I don’t want you hurt.
A: Is your sword so important?!
A: Not angry!
EVENT PICTURE #3
B: W-what?
C: You don’t have to.
B: Then why ask?
A: This isn’t your job.
B: As much as you want.
C: I’m not cute.
B: We will win!
A: Are you jealous?
EVENT PICTURE #4
B: Why did you bite me?
A: Please let him!
C: You already do!
EVENT PICTURE #5
B: All I need is you.
C: Don’t want that.
These are your CGs
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You will also get 8 letters from Musashi in your mailbox.
1. No title
2. Sorry
3. You’re kinda cool
4. Goodnight
5. No title
6. Make sure you’re taken care of all right?
7. You’re special
8. Don’t keep any secrets
SIDE STORY ANSWERS
Sweet Ceremony: 
Being violent and killing others was part of Musashi’s duty. Deep down, Musashi has somewhat worry about his present happiness. While the cocky Munenori, Musashi’s ally has always [had] a crush on me, certainly did not miss a chance to seduce me when there is any to tell me “I can be wild between the sheets”
A: No ! (Normal ending)
B: Okay. (Happy ending)
Temptation Love: 
Musashi’s teaching you sword fighting. “I wish I could protect you…” Hanzo holds you… his arms are different from Musashi’s…
A: You really are kind. (Normal ending)
B: Even so, I love Musashi. (Happy ending)
First Anniversary:
He practices swordplay even on your wedding anniversary… “Let’s have a bath” He takes off your kimono and…!
A: Stay (Happy ending)
B: Get out (Normal Ending)

Ninja Love: Goemon Ishikawa Walkthrough

18 Oct

Goemon is absolutely gorgeous and he knows it. He’s bossy and a complete womanizer but you will discover that that might just be a front…

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  • Job: Iga ninja
  • Weapon: Giant throwing knives
  • Height: 185cm
NOTE: As a ninja he has great authoritative powers. He stands out a bit when moving on his own, but he takes his job seriously, and he can be trusted to do anything all by himself. However… He’s quite a bit of a player. He has been instructed not to lay his hands on you, princess.
In order to get the happy ending, these will be your choices.
A: Understood.
EVENT PICTURE #1
B: Reject.
B: Forbear.
A: I’m not giving up!
A: We have to stop this!
C: Th-thats…! (panicking)
B: I know that.
EVENT PICTURE #2
A:I was so glad…
B: Wait a minute!
C: Cry.
A: I’m not a good drinker…
C: It’s not the time to get depressed!
A: I’m very happy!
C: Stop him.
EVENT PICTURE #3
A: I’m prepared!
B: I can’t do that!
A: She is beautiful…
C: I’m not OK!
B: Please tell me the truth!
EVENT PICTURE #4
A:Really?
C: You’re kidding?
A: No i’m not.
C: No, I’ll go with him.
B: Of course!
C: I know it is!
EVENT PICTURE #5
A: I won’t allow it!
These are your CGs
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You will also get 9 letters from Goemon in your mailbox.
1. I told you before…
2. Good job today
3. Come on, you!
4. Be careful!
5. Geez….
6. Sorry
7. Keep your chin up
8. Another good day
9. Sorry
SIDE STORY ANSWERS
Sweet Ceremony:
The day before our wedding, I overheard Kuma telling Lord Hanzo how Goemon seduced Kuma last night. I can’t believe what I heard. How could he even do this to me whilst the big day is getting so near?
A: You and Kuma… (Happy Ending)
B: I was worried. (Normal Ending)
Temptation Love: 
You feel jealous when you see Goemon surrounded by girls! During his absence, Sasuke visits you.,. You involuntarily bury your face in his chest….
A: Maybe I should. (Normal ending)
B: You and your jokes! (Happy ending)
First Anniversary:
He has to work late on your wedding anniversary… the date is cancelled. But he takes you to…!
A: Thank you! (Normal ending)
B: I Love you! (Happy ending)

 

Ninja Love: Kotaro Fuma walkthrough

17 Oct

Kotaro is the loyal, quiet and mysterious type. He’ll do anything to keep you safe but you’re going to be the one who’s making all the moves. He’s one of my favourite guys and he was the one I played first. 

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  • Job: Fuma clan
  • Weapon: Matchlock
  • Height: 186cm
NOTE: An exemplary ninja, who is guaranteed to successfully complete any mission you give him. Considering the extreme difficulty of most of his tasks, this is saying enough. He doesn’t talk much, and he doesn’t seem to have many friends. It seems he’s had a rough past… But perhaps he will open up to you, princess.
 
In order to get the happy ending, these will be your choices.
B: I’m aware.
B: No, it’s fine.
EVENT PICTURE #1
EVENT PICTURE #2
C: Sorry.
C: Come sleep with me.
A: Alright.
B: It’s our chance!
A: I believe you.
C: I never said goodbye.
A: Who cares about a kimono?!
EVENT PICTURE #3
B:I just couldn’t help myself.
B: I feel so exhausted.
C: Of course I worry!
A: I could never!
B: It won’t help her!
B: …Really?
C: Am I causing trouble?
A: I’m important?
EVENT PICTURE #4
C: Kiss him again.
A: …
B: I’m not special.
A: Can I hold your hand?
B: I thought at least 10 or more…
EVENT PICTURE #5
C: Never.
A: I’m sorry.
C: I’ll get help!
B: I know.

These are your CGs

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You will also get 6 letters from Kotaro in your mailbox.
Subjects:
1. Sorry about before
2. You must’ve been cold
3. I’m sorry
4. I have no regrets
5. It feels good to be honest
6. When all this is over…
 
SIDE STORY ANSWERS
Sweet Ceremony:
Our wedding will be held at Kanshinji Temple. My gramps doesn’t seem to like the quiet Kotaro. Instead, gramps ideal choice is the mature and noble Lord Hanzo. Kotaro started doubting his own decision of getting married, as he once lost his lover before…
A: Not as such… (Normal Ending)
B: Don’t be stupid! (Happy Ending)
Temptation Love:
Goemon looks sad when you worry about Kotaro… You can’t turn down Goemon when you hear his sad voice. You reluctantly let him…
A: I wouldn’t know (Happy Ending)
B: Of course! (Normal Ending)
First Anniversay:
You spend alone time together on your wedding anniversary. He gives you a massage… It is so sweet!
A: Forgive me! (Happy Ending) 
B: Use me! (Normal Ending)

 

 

Ninja Love: Sasuke Sarutobi Walkthrough

15 Oct

Sasuke is the most open about his feelings for you but because of his playful nature, you can’t tell if he’s being serious or not.

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  • Job: Koga ninja
  • Weapon: Claws
  • Height: 190cm
NOTE: He’s still young, but he’s considered one of the biggest assets of the Koga clan. He’s as nimble as a monkey, and can fly from tree to tree, and he can take down enemies in a heartbeat. He still has some childish qualities to him, and he’s pretty reckless, but those are some of his strong points as well. His cheerfulness is especially invigorating.
In order to get the happy ending, these will be your choices.
A: I- I’m sorry!
EVENT PICTURE #1
B: I’m sorry…
B: I’m great!
B: W-what? What is it?
C: You can’t do that.
A: Neither are my type.
A: What? No!
B: Not really…
EVENT PICTURE #2
B: Ugh…
C: Sorry.
A: I can’t love.
A: Cheer him up.
A: Help him.
EVENT PICTURE #3
B: Don’t care.
C: Say nothing.
A: Hug.
A: Not Goemon.
EVENT PICTURE #4
B: Be silent.
A: Not so loud!
A: No…
EVENT  PICTURE #5
C: …No.
A: Kiss cheek.
A: Tsubaki?
C: Stand strong!
B: What do I do?
C: No way!!!
These are your CGs
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You will also get 10 letters from Sasuke in your mailbox.
Subjects:
1. Let’s do this.
2. I’m glad you’re not hurt
3. I’m serious!
4. You’re mine, my little *insert name*
5. Sorry
6. You’re so great
7. This has been the best day of my life
8. I’ll take care of you
9. My Lovely *insert name*
10. I love you
SIDE STORY ANSWERS: 
Sweet Ceremony: 
On our wedding day, I dressed in white. Everyone seems to disagree with me marrying the immature Sasuke. Especially Goemon and Rennoshin [who] never hide their feelings and asked ” Are you sure you’re making the right choice?”
A: No, it’s not!! (Happy Ending)
B: Sometimes… (Normal Ending)
Temptation Love:
You try not to let Saizo know that you feel lovely without Sasuke… “You['ve] become more attractive than you used [to] be.” Saizo’s gentle eyes drive you…
A; Do you mean you, Master Saizo? (Normal Ending)
B: Where? (Happy Ending)
First Anniversary:
He has to work on the wedding anniversary… You find he left his pass at home. You bring it to him in a mission!
A: Do CPR (Normal Ending)
B: Find herbs (Happy Ending)
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